That’s okay George I carry one for you😉  I carry both of these religiously.

The pricetag on the Benchmades isn’t that bad if you shop around for high end folders.  Like you, I don’t trust myself with a $600 knife.  But the weight, feel and Axis Lock on the Benchmades sold me.  I also have a couple of Kershaw Ken Onion knives that are excellent in a smaller package and pricetag.